Monday 25 March 2013

a red-veined stone, a piece of glass abraded by the beach...

I love Hastings poet Coventry Patmore's poem The Toys, because the toys in it are the things I used to pick up on the beach as a child  - and these are the 'toys' that my students and I idly play with during summer afternoon conversations on the lifeguard beach opposite Pelham Crescent when they come back from their afternoon swim to dry off on the warm pebbles. 
My little Son, who look'd from thoughtful eyes 
And moved and spoke in quiet grown-up wise,
 
Having my law the seventh time disobey'd,
 
I struck him, and dismiss'd
 
With hard words and unkiss'd,
—His Mother, who was patient, being dead.
 
Then, fearing lest his grief should hinder sleep,
 
I visited his bed,
 
But found him slumbering deep,
 
With darken'd eyelids, and their lashes yet
 
From his late sobbing wet.
 
And I, with moan,
 
Kissing away his tears, left others of my own;
 
For, on a table drawn beside his head,
 
He had put, within his reach,
 
A box of counters and a red-vein'd stone,
 
A piece of glass abraded by the beach,
 
And six or seven shells,
 
A bottle with bluebells,
 

And two French copper coins
, ranged there with careful art,
 
To comfort his sad heart.
 
So when that night I pray'd
 
To God, I wept, and said:
 
Ah, when at last we lie with trancèd breath,
 
Not vexing Thee in death,
 
And Thou rememberest of what toys
 
We made our joys,
 
How weakly understood
 
Thy great commanded good,
 
Then, fatherly not less
 
Than I whom Thou hast moulded from the clay,
 
Thou'lt leave Thy wrath, and say,
 
'I will be sorry for their childishness.'
 

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